sarahjane

Thought id do a report as I know people miss them from me. I was really glad my mom could go with us she had not seen gareth since glee club. we went to eat at slug and lettuce as I don't think I could eat pizza or there stuff as its all dough which I cant digest bread good so I thought best to go some where else. met Hayley and pat we had trouble getting a table was packed in there luckily we did though. I had pina colada to drink just the 1 as I don't drink much cause of all my medication maria had one too and Hayley and her mom. my mom had a coffee.me and my mom and maria all had skinny fries to eat and then me and maria had these mini desserts I shared some.i gave half the choc orange thing to my mom and only ate 3 churros gave the others to Hayley and her mom.i ate both mini bits of sticky dicky with custard though they was those mini type desserts. was a lil apriehensive when we first wet up to the pizza express room as I thought we be at front but was,nt as it was all 2s at the front and there was 5 of us.i needant of worried though the view was perfectly fine could,nt take photos of him singing the lighting make pictures go blurred. I knew where gareth and pete was beforehand as id seen waiters take food in through fire exit door. pete introduced gareth he was wearing crushed velvet suit not my cup of tea neither are the flowery ones the grey one he had with waistcoat looked nice though. gareth looked gorgeous though and it was lovely to hear his voice back to its fullest. his voice is so beautiful and mesmerising you just feel in awe listening to him. he dedicated the singing on angel on my shoulder to his mom. he dedicated hold on tight to faye and faith by George Michael for fayes mom. during his time singing footloose when it came to singing the name jack gareth kept saying jack barber he was teasing fayes brother. had to laugh that gareth and pete had written the song list on a hat from pizza express which at one stage gareth had on his head looked like a sailor lol he later tried stick it on petes head but it fell off. I was amazed at how many songs gareth sang linda got the list covered. there was quite a lot id not heard him sing before a mixture of gareth songs and covers gotta say prefer gareths versions of everything but im biased lol. him singing footloose tune reminded me of time at footloose gareth as Willard in his dungaress. gareth put the mic to a few at the front to sing a few words. later he started gestering people saying who want to sing.i thought oh what do I do I always wanted sing with him but after the stage invasion incident at Lichfield I believe it was I was totally put off but having my mom with us I thought I cant really miss the opportunity to sing infront of my mom aswell. I think gareth pointed at who he wanted up on stage. the fourth time I still put my hand up and then he said come on lets hear the lovely sarahjane.i thought oh my god can I do this everyone watching how do I even get up there lol. but cause gareth had actually said my name it felt like he was encouraging me and as I got nearer I was,nt sure how to get up on the stage. gareth put his hand out and helped me up like the gentleman that he is. I tried to just focus on holding onto gareth and sang as if I was at home playing sing star with my friends. I felt really proud of myself that id done something id dreamt of doing for like since forever. my mom said the look on gareths face as I sang was as if he was impressed I dunno I was,nt looking I was just focusing on the task lol. afterwards at meet and greet gareth actually said to me sarahjane you sounded great on stage to hear that to have a person like gareth say I was good it meant a lot. I had a lovely huggy picture with him I love his hugs there the best his so comforting. waited after while others saw gareth I did,nt know my mom had gone ask manager for poster off window lol.when she gave it me she was like go get it signed by gareth so I did.gareth had a big grin he said oooh this ideal to sign he wrote sarahjane you sounded great lots of love gareth. he had trouble writing as marias pen was running out lol so finished with biro lol. I rolled up the poster I said to gareth I better make sure know one grabs it off me lol jokingly. it was the perfect time and gareths voice was just amazing some of the songs made you feel tearfull the emotion in his voice the tone just beautiful. here is my picture and photo I took of gareth on his own as mom don't like her photo taken love sarahjane xxx

went to see gareth in Milton Keynes in footloose as Willard was my second time seeing gareth in the role first time was Manchester then luke thornton in brum which obviously I missed gareth seeing him before the show finishes was perfect. was a long day got up at half 6 in the morning as had to get ready coach was at half 9 got taxi to coach station as busses can be abit unreliable that time in a morning. could,nt eat as makes me feel sick that early lol but eat 1 hobnob biscuit so I could take all my pills especially my anti depressents lol. at coach station I bought a marmite cheese toastie which I enjoyed and kept me going. met Hayley and pat there with maria at coach station. did,nt feel well on coach think I got to warm as felt like i was gonna pass out did for ages even when got off coach in Milton Keynes. I thought oh no please blighter off faint feeling my head did,nt feel with it if you know what I mean. maria went box office to get tickets reprinted as she had misplaced the others lol. went to stage door which is tucked nicely away not right next to a road or anything. waited to see gareth arrive to do the afternoon show saw ann gazaholic and her husband. gareth arrived in his range wearing his gym gear was such a relief to see him. had a photo with him and gave him a gift bag with protein snacks in which he was happy about. we went slug and lettuce while afternoon show was on get something to eat.i had probs finding out as im fussy cuase of my aspergers and stuff. ended up eating bun that burger was in did,nt like the burger itself was very beefy lol which I thought tasted oniony eat me chips and had a babycino basically a kids mini hot chocolate lol. dessert menu was rather strange only normal thing was cheese cake lol. I shared this dessert sharer thing with maria it had 2 profiteroles on plate this blackcurrent roulade thing a macaroon a chocolate bar dessert thing and a mojito jelly shot. I eat one profiterole and the macaroon and half of choc bar one maria had the others tiny things lol but nice. had a pina colada as was 2for 1 me and maria thought then we basically getting one half price each. i tipped half of mine into hayleys glass as I don't like drink to much alcohol with my medications. we wandered round a shopping centre that was near by found build a bear so I bought a outfit for mr snuggles and a gym bag so he got one like gareths lol and I bought a zombie bear as it unique and cute. went to see him come out after show but we must of missed him but know Natasha saw him which was good he had gone for food so we waited for his return saw kirsty and her brother too which was nice so we waited together. gareth came we all had a photo with gareth ofcourse and allie was with gareth too which we said hi to her. we was on front row in the middle which was nice got excited when saw gareth in his dungarees like yes my Willard hehe definitely no comparison with him and luke thornton gareths got the comedic side down to a t and plays dumb really well aswell as Willard being abit horny its the facial expressions his cheeky face his just Willard down to a t the accent he does and manerisms I was just so relieved to get to see gareth in the role as I kept thinking what if I don't get see him as Willard then my latest memory would be a sad one lol. saw linda inside before we went in too she told us about the souvenier brochure with pictures in as we had,nt got one of those nice to have pics of gareth in his Willard outfit. waited for him to come out he was actually really quick to come out the first I think. all had a picture with him me and maria and Hayley and kirsty and linda too Hayley got her cuppanut signed I just wanted pics and hugs more than anything lol. I sneakily asked for a last hug before he went knowing it be such a long tme till see him again. I hugged him tight did,nt wanna let go lol realised I had my cold hand on his bear arm lol so I said sorry lol he said don't worry and rubbed my back in affectionate way he does to reassure you. we all waved him off in his range was a perfect day always nice for your last experience to be a good one. coach journey about hour and half except way there was longer cause of diversion of some sort I dunno as I was conked out lol. got back to brum got taxi think was back at mine about 3ish totally knackered and relieved to see my mom and mr snuggles who I missed. did,nt feel to well yesterday morning as had headache plus was abit sick and suffering from my ibs not taking my meds for 2 nights running so I did,nt do report till now. I have quite a few pics some I got redone as I thought I looked fat on first one im never keen on far off pics prefer close up hide me body but keep forgetting how much weight I lost lol now only 9 and half stone lol wearing sizes 10-12 coat was bit baggy being a 14 lol. always hard cause im small gareths tall to make sure his heads on it lol. maria does a great job taking my pics though. hope you like my pics I love them all but last one its just like you can see what I was feeling. hope you liked my report and pics sorry for the wait. love sarahjane xxx

aww thanks maria I had been feeling like I was letting gareth down that I was less of a fan but I know my illness not my fault and I cant stay over night at places it was stress me out to much I need my own surroundings to settle. sleepings bad enough as it is with my recurring bad dreams that I had since I was 21 basically. I sometimes kick the wall got a bruise on my knee probs kicked the wall beds always a wreck so sleepings hard enough on its own without the stress of not being in my own surroundings where I feel safe atleast. my ibs ofcourse is a issue too so I hope everyone understands why I could,nt go im not risking myself ill or anything the mini stroke was enough of a scare at dancing on ice. hope you all have a great time and enjoy yourselves. love sarahjane xxx

it was lovely to meet you kirsty sorry you did,nt get see gareth your lil girl is adorable. he did,nt come out till after the night show I agree gareths always happy to meet fans so dunno what that person was on about lol. glad everyone likes my report and picture xxx

Saturday 19th December panto crewe with maria and Hayley and her mom pat. was a little difficult to get to as seemed only 1 coach there and 1 back a day so we went by train but last train was 10.24 at night. was about a hour on train not too bad and got to sit down atleast. got to theatre when afternoon show had started so we went to a pub which had wetherspoons food me and the kiddies menu lol. had a lovely meal and drink then went to see if gareth came out after the afternoon show. he did,nt come out after the afternoon show. met a girl called kirsty with her daughter who waited too was nice to meet someone new that we had not met before think kirsty recognised maria. we was front row in middle so had good seats. the show was very differently set up to other cinderellas scenes was different. the girl playing Cinderella was very petite she pulled off a sweet Cinderella. buttons was very funny I loved scene with gareth buttons and Cinderella a rather humourous scene including gareth getting a wedgie lol from buttons. baron hardup was good with his various puppets of animals and people. the ugly sisters were funny with there very extrovert outfits lol. gareth sang quite a few times the first was uptown funk which was rather groovy. he also sang unchained melody which bought back memories of a certain youngman in a white suite lol. he also sang song by brian adams called everything I do I do it for you from the film robin hood. when he sang that I was all a quiver lol sounded gorgeous. I cant remember the other songs. gareth had a array of outfits the wedding one being the most colourfull a fushia pink with turquoise and a hat with feather on as I think you can see in pic kirsty posted. I thought all his other outfits was rather hot. cinderella had quite a few costume changes including the one from rags to pretty dress on stage dunno how they do that lol. the ugly sisters outfits were extrovert including outfits with them walking dogs lol and darlik dresses lol. show was very lively no dull moments atall the kids were great. waited to see him after the show knowing we had to get our taxi at 10 as maria had ordered it as last train back was 10.24 could not risk missing it had to hope he came out in time as we all had gifts for him. maria kindly carried my rather heavy bag cause of my arm. got to give him his presents we each had a photo and our programmes signed then we just waited for our taxi hoping it turn up lol as never know.we made our train and then left Hayley in town and we got taxi home was home about 12ish was early for us lol. im okay tired but happy just glad I could give gareth his presents id bought him.id of felt bad getting maria to carry them back home lol.heres my picture with gareth the girls have theres on there cameras. love sarahjane xxx

Had a great time at mad about the musicals opening night in Redditch was lucky to go with my best friend maria and we met Hayley there. we got there about 4 as wanted to go for something to eat before show which there was a wetherspoons next door rather handy. had a nice meal there me kiddies menu lol im the awkward one lol. the show was great and unlike a lot of the ones I have seen of mad about musicals it had a lot of gareth in it which was good ofcourse. the show consisted of gareth and Michael signing and 3 ladies along with a band. gareth sang with Michael a few humorous songs like granaldi also one song where gareth called Michael a ignoramous that cracked me up.the song gareth sang with one of the ladies half a sixth pence gareth really showed off his cheeky side. why god why pierced my heart I was like that voice is back for sure was amazing. some of the musicals songs was from id never heard of like chorus line.i thought them all doing bohemian rhapsody was good as was gareth singing we are the champions I thought yes you are gareth lol.I loved the les mis section of songs probs cause I loved les mis and so familiar with the songs to it always makes me think of gareth as marius on the floor then john owen jones carrying him.i must say Michael had a great voice and it was so sweet that after he said gareth was one of the nicest people he ever worked with. was a great show great arrangement of songs and plenty of gareth. loved the suit he was wearing not sure what material it was leather I think had a kinda imprinted pattern on too not that I was looking that closely lol. was lucky to meet him afterwards he was his usual beaming smile and hugs to fans and signings.i know he said his voice was still iffy but to me its back for sure.love my photo with gareth maria always takes them so well for me still look pale even though I put on foundation lol look worse next to gareth lol like a ghostly white lol compared to his gorgeous tan lol. id deffo recommend seeing the show very different to all the other mad about musicals where gareths only sang 3 or so songs gareth was on lots more the better I say lol but course gotta watch those precious chords.love sarahjane xxx

It had been along time since we saw gareth its gotta of been 5 months or more I thinks. was glad maria fully organised the travel so I did,nt need worry about getting on trains as don't like them.was glad we could go just by coach and taxi and taxi was,nt to expensive so that was good too.i wondered where taxi was going when he turned and went up country lane lol I thought eek the stables a lovely big wodden posh rustic looking building very modern in what id say was the middle of a forest lol.me and maria was hungry/thirsty after our trip but found out from reception there was nothing we could get to walking be to far.she said later that guy at bar would do us a hot drink in half hour which he did.shared my caramel wafer with maria just a wee something lol.we found out the restaurant part opened at 6 but was usually reservations only.we went took a look and lady said they had tables free so we could but checked menu first to see if anything we liked lol. I felt slightly embarrassed knowing we was gonna order a bowl of chips each as it seemed rather posh lol. the chips was huge lol.we later heard that gareth was about.we sat down and just chilled we saw chris and linda arrive which they came say hello to us which was nice.i was pleased we got front row seats too.jai came on first I dunno if he was joking with cow shed joke.he did seem rather arrogant up himself if you know what I mean but he did meet people after which was good for those that liked him. could not wait for gareth to come on pete came on first then gareth in jeans that was not white but more a very light blue like my jeans mostly white. he had a long 80s white jacket on and white sneakers he sang his classic songs along with the rocky ones that people get upto and clapping for.was a lovely set of songs and I loved hearing gareth on piano was amazing. there was a huge queue for meeting gareth we was towards the back but gareth made sure he saw everyone bless him.im pleased I got two great pics I just had to have a huggy as those mean so much to me.i took pic of maria which im glad came out well too.we waited to see everyone see him I was touched when he had pic with girl in wheel chair that's our caring gareth bending even though his back hurting he went to stoop for me he did abit but I said ill go tippytoes lol. we went outside it was so dark creepy we went where it was quite so maria could call a taxi was told 10 minutes. we turned round and gareth was there lol I said its creepy here its up a country lane lol he said yeah it is.when we was heading toward the front to wait he came behind us in his car beeping scared me to death lmao lil blighter he knew I was finding it creepy lil blighter lol but all good fun.was glad when taxi did come and we was okay getting home was tiring but more than worth it.heres my pictures

thanks maria for putting up my pics maria I could,nt remember how and I get frustrated then with myself.glad everyone liked my report and pics love seeing gareth so much his such a special guy love sarahjane xxx

had a great time on Monday night seeing gareth gates was so glad could take mom with us this time as she not seen him in yonks,we went by taxi as was not much difference to bus fair with there being 4 of us plus after the doi mini stroke I try not to over do it.we got there early as always lol I spotted gareth going down the street I recognised him from his bum lol and the white fur trim on his louis Vuitton jacket. might aswell say as mom told him lmao how embarrassing lol.decided to go in the green rom for a sit down as it was cold I just had a tiramusu which I shared with mom ,mom had a coffee too met Hayley and jade there. we waited outside for ages and saw jai McDowell but did,nt realise it was him lol he was looking for way in lol.saw val and Yvonne and chris and linda arrive when they went restraunt a lot started lining up I had giggle at mom telling people this was the front of the queue lol you know some try it on lol mostly the younger ones lol.was quite await before doors was opened was so chilly too but worth it went up these stairs poor mom bless her struggling. got up there and guy called us over to give us vip tag pass thingy we noticed gareth I was panicking since I had,nt got my camera out or my coat off lol. andrea went first so I had chance to get prepaired lol man took my photo which came out lovely. gave gareth some peppermint tea which he was pleased with his dad commented about it too and took them for him. had a nice hug off gareth he signed poster I bought and the pic you get free. mom gave him a hug she don't like pic taken and she got poster too. we sat at the front tee hee and where we knew gareths keyboard was lol hehe. we had earlier directed the cherry bomb girls to the right part to enter lol.the cherry bomb girls sang well thought they had a good vibe was not keen on jai bit loud lol but he did well with the sound guy messing up. gareth came on he was amazing I think he coped so well with his vocals and sang beautifully but could tell he was in pain. he sang songs from his greatest hits album but not what my heart wants to say but he sang some other great songs. he sang the usual bon jovi ones and spirit in the sky which gets everyone going. he sang quite a few love songs like the one from dirty dancing which was beautiful. we waited afterwards as wanted to tell him how good he was. he was so determined to finish the set you could tell even though his throat was hurting him as he kept rubbing it. we saw paul come out a couple girls went to talk to him andrea then went over to him. paul went and we waited as paul had said gareth would come out this way. saw pete and adam with gareths car and they packed up the instrument etc into the back surprised it all fit in lol. gareth came down once all that was done he looked so tired bless him I went up to him and told him he was brilliant and had a quick pic with him people did,nt keep him long which was good I told him to take care before he went. we got taxi home safely still found it tiring lol but I do tend to get more tired lol.it was a fantastic night and so glad I could be there to see him and hear his beautiful voice. his one of a kind and a true gentleman and performer love him so much. love sarahjane xxx

went to see big reunion tour at Birmingham with my friends me and maria had bought vip I used my bday money to buy it.i did not know what the set up was I thought you get meet everyone lol but it was just a few select people every day different.mom rang up to find out about it as I was upset when read the letter.course I mainly wanted to see gareth and thinking that was,nt gonna happen was upsetting and I got to not get stressed and stuff like at dancing on ice and end up having another mini stroke.mom told lady on phone the circumstances and she said to talk to people on desk when got there so that's what andrea and maria did.there was quite a lot that had bought vip was standing in queue towards back as wanted to lol.guy in charge came to us and said follow me I thought eek people gonna think we pushing in.bought us round to this curtained area where a selection of the stars were I spotted gareth straight away in the middle I felt excited but scared as so many guys lol.I would,nt aprouch so gareth held open his arms and said come on sarahjane I thought eeek I gotta I went to gareth and him and adam rickett was comforting me.i had pic with them all I cant remember all that in pic as I tried to just concentrate on gareth as to not get to scared.i noticed Duncan was in there probs around 12 guys roughly.lady that andrea and maria spoke to on desk was the one taking the photographs she asked the others to move aside so I could have one with just gareth its like they knew I was scared of all but gareth which I was.the photos be emailed so just gotta wait.i enjoyed a nice cuddle off gareth he was so warm..the signing was a different selection as they seemed to switch round cause of doing sound checks etc.adam rickett came to the tables so seen him first he asked if I was okay I said yes.i know there was scott I think his name is from five also one of the 3t guys at the end and lee ryan too who commented he liked my hat lol they were all very friendly guys and seemed to know I was scared like finding appropriate page to sign lol.we got the programme free as part of vip and laminate badge which had round neck.had a few probs finding Hayley as we had her tickets so she could,nt get in lol.eventually all met up was surprised our seats was,nt as bad as we thought as we thought we was on side tiered ones we was,nt was on flat ones still a ways back but not too bad.the show was amazing all the song from my childhood.knew most of the songs except a few don't really know damage but did like the song you look wonderful tonight think I used to hear mom playing that lol.also song a1 sang im gonna love you a little bit more both familiar from my mom lol.course I knew the five song and take on me and most of blues songs.the show had a great atmosphere and good crowed gareth was amazing no sign of kav as he was ill so did not get to hear I will make you feel good.gareths spirit in the sky is the ending song of the show where sticker tape come down like snow almost.i cant say there was,nt a single band I did,nt like atleast 1 song of.course 5th story were the best in my eyes adam rickets breath again was very well received by the audience kenzie joking that we just want see adam in glass box naked omg I remember that lol think I was 16 eeek.kenzies flip reverse and crossroads was lively.danes freak me seemed to get everyone excited wish there was more than one gareth song though lol mind you they do say save the best till last lol.finding our way out was a lil confusing to know where to go call taxi to pick us up.i was,nt gonna go and come back by busses as thought it be to much for me and better to be safe since my scare.hopefully I get my piccies soon love sarahjane xxx

heres my pictures there probs come up big but I dunno how make them smaller on here.love sarahjane xxx

I was scared of going to see gareth after the last experience I had at dancing on ice the final night in brum ending in disaster of me having a mini stroke and ending up in hospital for 24 hours having god knows what done to me.all I wanted was a hug off gareth but I promised my mom id not get upset or stressed as she was worried id have another but I think it was more bought on by going 4 days in a row being to much.andrea and maria came to my house to take me we got bus to town then tram from snowhill which was cheap.we got there about 1 or so took us a while to find the place as walked from tram stop and then did,nt realise the art gallery building was also town hall lol.we decided to go find something to eat and drink as it was so hot I needed a cold drink.we was gonna look for a restraint or something like that but I thought it looked to far to walk and not wanting to exhaust myself.we went morrisons café instead it was cheap in there anyway I had chips and piece of cheesecake and a big cup of diet coke.sadie text me saying she was on her way she met us in the café and had a sandwhich and drink.we sat for ages talking reminiscing over the times we had years ago as it had been years since we had seen her.we then made our way back to the town hall and they allowed people in at 5 so we thought we go in and look round have a nosey lol.bought raffle tickets which was 1pound a strip so we bought 10 each lmao we wanted so much for one of us to win lol I know andrea and maria was gonna give me theres as they knew how much I needed a hug off gareth.we saw gareth come in onto the stage place was empty then just us there pete was with him gareth was just testing the microphone and equipment etc.he did play on a keyboard at one point but did,nt play it in show but perhaps he was checking it for the other acts.he waved at us to aknowledge us.hayley and her mom arrived but unfortunately were sat right on very back row hope they could see okay still.we went get a drink from the bar type thing they had set up.saw val arrive with yvonnes sharons mom did,nt know you had bought any raffle tickets lol bless you saying you would of given it me val.id of been scared though going up there on my own lol id of done it but probs of been a right muppet lol.there was a couple of starting acts one was a girl cant remember her name but she was okay then a guy with a guitar he was,nt to bad then these girls called cherry bomb that accompanying gareth on tour I was,nt into there song to be honest lol but that's me I just wanted gareth lmao so im a lil biast lol.gareth came on stage to which everyone gave a big cheer.he sang a lot of songs as val said old ones from his first album such as unchained melody,i get sentimental,anyone of us, my all time favourite special song what my heart wants to say.alot of the crowed joined in on unchained melody as they knew the song course we knew them all lmao.gareth sang listen to my heart which I loved as its a sweet song.also angel on my shoulder and lost in you aswell.he sang his new songs stay and hold on tight he then sang other songs such as living on a prayer,sweet child of mine,jelousy,summer of 69,dont stop me now,your sex is on fire which gareth said are you feeling sexy he said he was lol.after awhile of singing a girl was filming or photographing gareth but security told her to go away but gareth so no leave her she okay.later a few others did aswell aswell as a girl he sang happy birthday to lol.we did,nt go up till we saw others we followed Sharon up and then we had a crowd behind us haha gareth loved it though all the clapped and screaming.he touched peoples hands and also a few sang with him too.lol he had to come down lower to get my hand lol I could do with a step to stand on lmao.gareth had a great reception there the crowed was really going wild and getting into it which gareth loves.we was relieved during the gig after none of us had won on raffle that they announced gareth be singing posters for 5pound money going to McGuire programme we thought yay and shouted lol.after the gig we made our way to where everyone had to wait as they only let a small few in a once.we was quite near the end of the queue Hayley was quite abit ahead of us but think she got nice pic with him as far as I know.me and andrea and maria and Sadie went in together.gareth flung his arms round me and said how are you babe I said im okay now and I had pic taken which security guy took but it was full length so I did,nt like it lol.he said to me say hello to your mom from me.we heard Sharon say she was gonna go back round tee hee so we followed to do the same lol.I then got my pic taken by maria who did it the way I like it lol.then paul stopped us to talk to us andrea told paul what happened after doi as paul saw us several days waiting for gareth the one day we gave him all the gifts to take into gareth.andrea said how I ended up having a stroke and paul looked shocked and concerned and asked if im okay now I told him yes that it was mini stroke which the effects last for 24 hours then the person is okay.i said id had small bleed which caused it as know that's what did as scan showed nothing but lumber puncture indicated small bleed doctor said small ones don't always show up on cat scan that's why they do both procedures.paul asked me if he could give me a hug to which I said yes ofcourse.he thanked us for supporting gareth for all the years that he was greatfull how dedicated we was.we hugged Sadie goodbye as she was getting a lift from her step dad back home to her 2 lil children.we went back on tram and then bus as was still time.we was abit spooked coming off bus as police helicopter was hovering circling the area.the road we go down has no lights so its creepy at night I was scared of someone jumping out the bushes lol.we walked quickly lol I got scared at show on floor but it was maria,s lmao.we got home safe mom had text me about helicopter but I had,nt heard my phone go off lol.im a happy girl I can put dancing on ice behind me now having my last gareth experience a happy one not it ending on a bad note.i will never forget doi experience but I can now come past it ad know that I can see gareth without it happening again.i will put my pics up if you want me too I have put them on my facebook anyway security guy must of took 2 as think me and gareth was,nt smiling on first one I never noticed the flash go off twice I just found 2 pics on my camera lol but course they was full length and I don't like that cause don't like my size I tried loose weight but nothing works except not eating or eating and throwing up neither being the right answer so I try except my body the way it is but don't like it on pictures lol glad we could go back round so maria could take pic of just top half not my lower body which the pic I love so much and my hair looks good did,nt need wear hat because of looking thin on top as hair dye dunno why but it made me look like I got more hair lmao.I needed shot of them grey and whites anyway at my age lol.our next time be the fifth story thing then tour in November just hope it not be too crowded that gets me stressed lol gotta stay calm.love sarahjane xxx

thanks val for your report no jimmy did not have the keyboard guitar at brum with fireworks coming out but he did somewhere as seen it on a video previous to seeing gareth in brum.sounds like it was lovely the way the way they interacted with people so much more makes me wanna go again too lol.such a great show and its always great to see gareth.love sarahjane xxx

glad you all like my report and pics i think i got some good ones i love my pic with gareth hehe andrea took it for me.i used zoom on alot of pics we was on row 4 think i over zoomed abit lol on some hehe.cant get the image of gareth in those shorts doing his lil dance out my head lol and the cheeky expressions on his face.hope those that going have a lovely time and get to meet gareth too.love sarahjane xxx

note some images need to be clicked to see them full view as otherwise it dont show full image guess they was to big lol but just click each pic and your see them fully love sarahjane xxx