sarahjane

thanks glad you think i look good in pink i was a lil unsue if i looked daft lol.wig just got to itchy lol and left mark on my forehead was a lil sore.glad you like losserville book there was 30 pages al things from the show i wanted give gareth something to remember loserville by.hope he liked the legally blonde portrait i drew i put pic of his iphone on it the dogs got hold of it lol haha.enjoy my reports everyone and pics im off now for a nap with mr snuggles.love sarahjane xxx

i bought he doggy it was not clothes or collared i made the collar and he jacket out of pink felt the collars pink leather.i thought it be nice to get pic with jennifer as she seem a really nice person very aproachable except the annoying ebay collectors she hates those dont blame her.we liked the ups guy as had bit of a giggle with him so thought we get pic with him.gareth liked my doggy hesaid she was lovely i did,nttell him its a boy lol just like bruiser from film its male dog and its gay lol.love sarahjane xxx

saturday gareth did not come to stage door on his way in as he was having interviews me and mom waited till after the show we could not wait till night time as it be to much for my mom plus i was,nt feeling none to well.i was fed up of wig itching thats why we never wore them on friday.just felt shattered was sat on bench outside pub and who comes by suzanne with missy in her buggy missy had a butterfly painted face suzanne spoke to us for ages she thanked me for always supporting gareth.my mom showed her mr snuggles she liked his eddie jacket and then noticed the socks and said dont tell me its got white ones underneath were like yup lol and she said gareth does her head in when he sticks his socks in washing machine without seperating them lol as colours run lmao lil blighter.we asked if gareth be coming out after ad she said ofcourse as told her we would be gone by tonight.gareth came out after on his own we let everyone else go first including couple girls that had never met him before they were very excited the one started crying and gareth hugged her.gareth came to us but we said no we will wait till everyone else seen him.unfortunately there was some of them annoying autograph collecters that get them to sell on ebay they was after jennifer to she was straight with them but you know gareths to kind one guy had him sign 6 photos there was several of them so yup was getting a lil panicky but knew gareth would see me.he came to me and i had a kissy pic i look not well in it and not got hat on which shows how thin on top i am and my grey hair so please dont laugh at me looking like that.i asked gareth to sign a card for gill who was in hospital having a operation.gareth signed my autograpgh book i said put anything.in it he wrote sarah thankyou so much for coming each day to see me in birmingham lots of love gareth and signed it showed he loved me being there which means alot to me.before he nipped in i asked him to blow a kiss to all his fans on a photo i did it for everyone to enjoy the kiss is to all his fans s thats what i asked him to do.mom quickly told him not to forget to pick up the gifts i gave him on thursday was worried they might get left behind and after all my hard work id be upset plus was big bottle of jd in there lol.mom asked if suzanne had told him we was waiting he said yes as they decided no to go out to eat but he came out to see me.hope you all like the pic of him blowing kiss to all his fans. a beautiful week with a lovely young man god bless him and thank god for giving us him what would we do without this amazing young man in our lives.love sarahjane xxx

friday me and andrea went we saw a white landrover arrive with blacked out windows driven by paul allie was in front gareth was in the back with missy.she said something to him and he said your cheeky such a cute family.paul got gareths bag and shades out the car we got a pic with him holding something thought fans would like them.i had the one of him holding my doggy bruiser andrea had the one of him holding sign saying im sexy and a know it.gareths dad paul was looking to see what it said and smirked at us.gareth went inside we went for our usual meal and drink with playing cards in pub give us something to do to kill time.me and andrea both had a pic with the ups guy you know the one that deliver packages to paulette.also a pic with jennifer elliosn on the one day she did a autograph for my brother and andrea husband got to keep the men happy lol.we got somehing signed andrea chose fifty shades of grey book which gareth put i am christian and signed it lol told him i hope he aint like that lol it was my book originally but i did not like parts of it lol.i had a black and white photo which i told andrea what id like gareth to put on it and she got him to put that.its to help me feel better after creepy pervert fat guy other night plus my bad dreams.it reads i am your knight in shinning armour i will always protect you love gareth.aliie was amused teasing gareth about fifty shades of grey book lol.

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thursday maria was unable to come to the show as she had been sick she said at 4 in morning which was a shame but she said my mom was to use her ticket as to not waste it.hayley and her mom came too.he sneaked in round front as he was running very late we did not see him till after show.the show was briliant very light hearted quite alot of comedy moments.gareth looked and sounded gorgeous and was word perfect although he only sang one song he was on the stage most of the time in the background he had to speak in it quite alot which was word perfect was very proud of him.the doggies was just as much stars with there antics such clever cute lil things.loved jennifer putting on irish voice and gareths american accent.we liked the ups man lol loved the camp guy in the hairdressers and the court.very camp indeed very funny.we met him after we let hayley go first she had a pic with him both my mom and her mom took it hayleys looking at her moms camera and gareth is looking at my moms lol she got her gareth bag signed too.will post hayleys pic as dont think she will mind.we had pic but not putting mine up as i looked like i was asleep which is understandable as i was very tired.i will post up andreas we saw suzanne and went across to her my mom showed her the things i made gareth and she said they were briliant and gareth always keeps them.on the wednesday andrea gave him a banner she made.we had a picture with suzanne i still look tired on mine although im awake lol.we went for a meal in the place opposite the hippodrome we had chips and ice cream as night before had bread and butter pudding and it made me throw up lol as it was very sweet and sickly it made andrea feel sick too.hayley and her mom at with us then went home.we went to pub next door hoping not to be sexually harassed which we was,nt this time guy at bar returned my sunglasses as i must of left them the night we ran off from guy that was sexually harassing us especially what he said to me.we met gareth on the night we had a picture with him sorry if its not very acurate report i cant remember well. my mom took some random pics which ill post in the next post love sarahjane xxx

wednesday was a double day show we did not see him go in as he went in front maybe he did not come out after we only saw him on the night sorry if the reports not very accurate but its hard to recall a weeks events in order.i was upset wednesday night as in pub a very rude man said he wanted to do something very wrong to me sexual which scared me and he kept harassing us so we left there early as not being sexually harassed.we each got a picture us kissing him. told gareth about what happened in pub and he said aww there all kinds of weirdos around you be careful and take care.on the tuesday someone was shouting inapropriate things at gareth and there was kiddies pressent gareth told them to go away but not in those words.love sarahjane xxx

legally blonde week i birmingham starting from monday ill do each day in seperate post so wait till i put saturdays to comment lol.got alot of photos including gareth on his own hope i remember everything im finding my memory not so good maybe my autism dunno so it be as acurate as i remember lol. tuesday andrea came to my house we got dressed in all our legally blonde outfit as we do felt weird in pink lol.headed to town i will ost up pics of things i made gareth my art stuff.tuesday was a one day show as you know and gareth was already in rehearsing we waited in hope he come out before show at 7.30 as it was only very early.he did come out and was very happy to see us he said loving the outfits girls.we had a pic each and let him go we not like to keep him.he came ack in same way but if i remember rightly he had just been nandos and was eating his tub of ben and jerrys ice cream that was either tuesday or wednesday so we did not stop him as he was eating think he was trying to give us his ice cream lol.he said he was stuffed from eating nandos and looked like offering us his tub of ice cream lol we said we see you tonight gareth he went inside.on the night it gets quite busy young girls screaming all excited lovely to see that although some push in lol but thats cause there excited plus we never mind waiting as long as we get seen.we had a pic each with him and told him we would see him everyday he grinned happily at us.i made him loserville yearbook and portrait i also made a jaket ad collar for my own bruiser cuddly toy.heres piccies coming out after rehersals after night show things i made for gareth and my bruiser the book had 30 pages i not post all cause too many but it had quotes from the show many things said in the show eddies comments to each character and theres to him just like a proper yearbook from school in america.love sarahjane xxx

i will write report even if i feel one person was getting at me and not it was,nt you elaine or heather it was person that saw me there.it is inded special when a fan meets him for first time i love seeing that too yesterday was couple girls we let everyone go first.only ones i hate is those that get 6 pics to go sell on ebay.i often point out people in wheelchair if gareth not seen them i always think of everyone else and would hate anyone to think otherwise.i got alot of inividual pics of gareth on his own just for all his fans some random some he posed for.i always think of others i know gareth loved and aprieciated me being there each day as he said so in my autograph book and suzanne thanked me for supporting gareth as met her yesterday had big chat with her.ill do report but if anyone thinks bad of me i will of wasted my time.my comps not very good so gonna take ages to do i hope my work wont be in vain.love sarahjane xxx

he did i know for sure but not saying how as not doing a report or anything i enjoyed the show thanks.love sarahjane xxx

im a little uncertain if to doa report after reading a comment or two sorry if you dont like his loyal fans meeting him too it was nice she got to meet gareth but hate to think you think it wrong we go there feel a lil awkward now but i know gareth aprieciated me being there every day any way as he told me so.love sarahjane xxx everyone has a right to try meet him if they want too weather they met him before or not.

thanks for your report elaine sorry you did not get good seats hugs hope you get see it again but with better seats.shame theres no ppics of gareth as warner in the programme is there any of the doggy bruiser.im glad you was able to meet him and natasha too i know mm was manic and your pic did not come out mine was same head chopped off gareth lol.i dont think any show be as enjoyable as loserville i just loved it so much so lively and vibrant and i had a big crush on eddie.i will have a crush on warner too haha nice his single at end haha must be waiting or me lol maybe or one of us haha.i bet the doggies in it very cute hehe love sarahjane xxx

thanks val for your report i was hoping we hear something of the show soon sounds like it was good did elle wear alot of pink lol.was he lil doggies chihuahuas i bet they looked so cute.sounds like not much singing but sounds like gareth was in it a fair bit.haha he ended up alone again lol guess ill be warners girl too and eddies haha i have a cuddly toy chihuahua lol.think gareths likes being the baddie haha but he always ends up alone but ill have him and turn him good lol his character hehe.did he have many different outfits to wear hehe.looking forward to seeing it.love sarahjane xxx

yeah he deffo went in for safety of himself and others as it was very dangerous for gareth i could see better than anyone lol as being stuck behind gareth lol.yeah maria think we of been better standing back was just a nightmare getting stuck in corner bless you trying to get to me though.love sarahjane xxx

thanks i think it was just the wrong situation for me with my social phobia which is part of my autism being surrounded by strangers no where to escape too i dont like that feeling thats why i like sit front in places as i dont feel trapped then and an focus on gareth rather than how many people sat behind.gareths singing unchained melody was amazing sent chills down my spine very different o how he sung it years ago i think his acting skills show in his song performances too facial expressions and stuff.love sarahjane xxx

thanks for your reports it was lovely to see so many of you i feel i had a bad experiance stage door was just horrible it really freaked me out.i had book thing signed like most did and was having a piccy with gareth but andrea chopped gareths head off on it so no good but kept it anyway but yeah then ended up stuck in corner behind gareth did not want to be there i could not move a inch if you notice on doris picture the last one you see maria upset at the side she was upset cause i was and was freaking out crushed in corner you can see how much of me must of been squashed i felt like i was trapped and did not like it atall looking at the pictures brings it back shivers.we waited as knew gareth was in piano bar above theatre our coach was not till half twelve i really wanted/needed see gareth after being crushed.after a time i saw alison coming out carry gareths things to put in addison lee taxi car thing.andrea asked if we could get a quick pic and she said course sweetie when i can get him out lol as he was saying his goodbyes lol.he appeared with his best mate matt daines lol i did not recognise him he said to me your on my twitter im like thinking eeeh who is he lol then gareth said this my best mate matt i was like oh yeah lol i do have you on my twitter lmao.we each managed to get a pic but again part of gareths head was chopped off so wont be posting it up as it just upsets me chopped from his forehead so cant see his hair plus it show all my lower half of my body that i dont like cause look huge compared to gareth which upset me as im very sensitive about my weight but i have to take alot of pills and they dont help with the problem i dont eat much anyway.id also been sick that day lol sickly ice cream yuck.i enjoyed the show well only really the parts gareth was in lol gareths voice was way better than any body elses and he got the biggest applauses too.i found jonathan a bit crap to be honest except the one song from jesus christ super star which think he sang very emotionally.i did not see suzanne so im not sure if she was there as she never went with gareth ali and matt but could be wrong.dont think id try go to stage door of a event like that again was just to manic.love sarahjane xxx

loving all the reports it was such a great show had a real feel good vibe to it you know.if anyone has pic of the other poster where gareth wearing green jacket with leia could you please send it me or any other pics i likes see pics of gareth.love sarahjane xxx

thanks for your reports val and eternal im glad you enjoyed the show and meeting gareths family.your welcome for screenshots they bring back good memories of show i have the video that was shown on tv in theatre on my camera but dunno how to share videos lol.i took pic of eddie poster too and managed to get it made into a poster at max spielman fo my bedroom wall it did not come out too bad atall got him next o my bed to comfort me when i wake from bad dreams.i loved him in his eddie jacket reaally suited him and that sexy suit towards end hehe his so charismatic perfect for playing eddie.im hoping they do a cd of it so we can listen to our fav songs from show when we want with cast singing them hehe.i liked lil chris character found him quite funny but everyones different.thought holly had brill voice though leia had great voice too love how she put on that funny talking to sound like that lol.lucas did have great voice i agree and marvin was good and the girl that collected the tin foil.great cast i thought could not ask for better really.glad you enjoyed show sad seeing it come to a close though lets hope it goes west end james said he was hoping it would plus he menioned he was writting more songs for it love sarahjane xxx

glad you like my report and pics gareths so amazing and lovable so glad to have him in my life such a amazing young man.i did not notice him having a cold either he seemed his usual bubbly self bless him.love sarahjane xxx

was not expecting to go again but a person at marias work asked her to swap shifts and maria agreed as she thought maybe she could take me see gareth both had just enough money so we did lol we traveled by coach we got up at 5 we got coach at 8.40 we arrived in leeds at 12 raced to theatre was hoping to catch him going in but he came in another way maybe.we was sat in row a but on a different side so was seeing the show from a different angle.gotta say best place we sat was time before sure maria agree lol.andrea sadly could not make it as knew she was taking her daughter to speech therapy.enjoyed the show it was brilliant did not notice any changes to it.after we waited to meet gareth omg it was like pop idol days there was some schools there and lots of girls screaming lol bet gareth was loving it lol.had a pic with him and got him to sign my autograph book maria got same.he said he would see us when he came back as he knew i had pressie for him first thing i did though was say happy birthday to him.he said thanks for coming.seeing all the girls round gareth was manic was a lil freaked out by the crowd lol.waited for him to come back was hungry but waited for gareth first.he came back it was very quite.he asked how we was and i said okay just hungry he said why aint you eaten we said no cause was waiting for you he laughed.had a pic with him kissy pic giving him birthday kiss maria was having few probs with camera and was attached to gareths cheek abit longer than expected lol.he said after that was lovely maria had a pic kissing him too mine had left lipstick on his cheek lol.i asked if could take pic of him holding my giant ring so everyone could enjoy the picture he was more than happy too and had funny pose while holding it.forgot to ask if could get pic of him holding my jacket which we decided to stay till after night show but he did not come out.we instead spent the time trying to take pics of the tv screen in the foyer i then thought if i video it be better i can then turn it into screenshots.we had some chips to eat we had wait in leeds till 00.45 eek had change at manchester at 2.10 and get coach then at 4.00 we got into brum at 5.55 we got bus home as was short on cash lol arrived home at 7ish had a hot drink spoke with mom then went bed about 8 lol.i think were a lil nuts lol but just love gareth so much he means world to us.btw also told james bourne how great the musical was he said he is hoping it go west end and was writting more songs for it.spoke to lil chris also asked him once if gareth had gone had pic with lil chris thought might as well he seem quite a character.hope you like the pics i took and screenshots i have the video on my camera but i dunno how to post videos.

hi sophie glad you like my jacket it took me 4 days or more to sew the letters on i like to sew very straight and always by hand as sewing machines are complicated things i aint good with machines lol i made the apostaphy however its spelt lol.love sarahjane xxx

glad you like my jacket i bought the letters individually where as ones on mr snuggles i drew and cut out of felt as needed such small ones.was alot of sewing always been good at that but not using sewing machine me and stuff like that dont mix lol.i pricked my fingers alot as you can imagine but it was worth it just for the look on gareths face bless him.mind you cast kept looking at us too and lil chris kept smiling at us one cast member said hey loved our wigs.yeah im glad i got home safely i wanted see my mom and teddy for hug.love sarahjane xxx

i went to see Loserville saturday I did not think I'd get to see it again although I really wanted to as it's just such a good show with a good vibe, makes you come out buzzing. Maria kindly said she would come take me, as she was working and did not arrive till midnight on friday so she got little sleep as we got up at half 3 and went out at half 5 we go train to manchester as was hoping to get to Leeds earlier than last time to see Gareth going in, but I think he must of gone in another way cause we were there at half 10 lol. We met andrea at manchester train station and went to leeds we got shuttle bus it only 50p not far to walk then was sad we missed him coming in as always worry you know like what if his not in if his ill or something. Stuff goes through your mind specially with how much his working at the moment with very little rest. We were on row a this time omg best seats ever tee hee so close there right infront of you lol. Show was just as amazing as first time I saw it i think gareth plays Eddie well haha. Gareth in karate suit hehe so cute he plays a great bully lol too cute if you ask me lol his character betrays a bully, but one thats well not very smart lol as he did not know place books kept lol library obviously lol. I think he played it really well and was witty. lil chris was funny haha his so hilarious, holly and leah sounded great as did michael and the whole cast was great. I did not notice any changes to the show, but it was just as great to watch a second time. Gareth speech was perfect. Had to laugh at one part where gareth dancing as was directly infront of us erm thrusting lol blushes lol i know he saw us as he was smirking lol. We waited to see him come out it looked like he was not coming out we saw margaret and her daughter who was brave to ask dancers if gareth was coming out they said he was having a nap but he was actually having his hair cut as he came out with a brush in his hand bless him ahh to be that brush lol. Lots of people were gathered we was at the back and just waited as knew he not go without seeing us. We each had a pic with him and something signed mine was a giant pencil just like the ones they use in show.i showed him the ring i had round my neck it giant size lol actually a keyring lol but i use as pendant.showed him my jacket i had sewn on letters on the front was the letter e and on the back it said eddie,s girl it took me days to sew them on and left me with sore pricked fingers lol but when gareth saw it his face lit up and he said i gotta have a pic of that as i want put it on my twitter. He went to fetch something to eat knew he wanted take pic of my jacket so waited for him plus had gifts for him usual jd from me and a bday card and two photos of my teddy in his eddie jacket that i also sewed letters on. he was chuffed with that bless him. he took pic of my jacket he kept asking me to move lol cause light lol nice having him positioning you lol andrea said gareth was pointing at the jacket grinning we're unsure if the picture came out for him or not as andrea was having probs using it lol. We had some chips and roll to eat then headed to train station to get train back to manchester. Andrea dropped us off at coach station and went for her bus home. We sat there and saw coach arrive but was not boarding time waited and waited and boarding time came and gone so a lady asked security guy but he was foreign talked funny could not understand him well he talk to fast lol.he said there was something wrong with the coach we saw various men taking bottle of water to the back where engine be they later told us we had got to wait for another coach to be sent as that was broken.the security guy was none to pleasant and kept telling this lady to just wait which was not very good as some people had flights to get too.coach finally came and we was told it was going straight to manchester airport then birmingham missing out all the other places it usually goes it ended up back in brum at 3 so was not to bad.got taxi home was a relief to see my mom and teddy waiting for me as missed them always do.was a great day and love gareth so much here are pics including a pic of back of my jacket i have taken myself. love sarahjane xxxx

your welcome glad you like the pics and report i did remarkable how makeup can hide you looking unwell without the foundaton i look like i been thumped lol plus very pale haha glad i put on the makeup lol.in the end eddie is single so i said can i maybe tame eddie lol turn him good gareth laughed lol.hope everyone who goes thoroughly enjoys it deffo a great show and so much work and effort put into it.